as i write this, i have a smile on my face and to tell you... its a great feeling... had always thought that there would be one day when i will be experiencing this great feeling which gives a lot pf pain also when things dont go the way you want them to go... but the rest of the time, when you are with that person who you totally love, you forget all things around you and want that moment to continue forever... and not change a single moment in that beautiful period... everything is beautiful and perfect... even the smallest place looks huge, the quietest moment speak wonderful things to you, there is a peace all around... just knowing that the person you love would be there whenever you need... thats the kind of trust you have on to that love of yours... that love only pushes you to be trustworthy for him... to make a good woman for him... otherwise there are a whole lot of people in this world who may be your friends or even relatives (people who you connect to...) but you would not have these feelings for anybody or everybody around you...
earlier, whenever i used to write, it was always about what all i do for others and how always i was disappointed by their behavior... i always thought that the way i am to others, why they should be any different towards me... but later i realised that this was my way of thinking and every one has their own way of thinking which might be very different from my point of view... which usually happened also...
but then, i used to tell myself that you do what you feel is right at the moment without thinking about what is expected of others... this helped quite a lot in tackling people... otherwise it would take few days to gulp this feeling down of betrayal by people around... so life became a little easy...
and just to tell you about the person i love... well, well, well... i can say... that i hadn't met any person like him... or you can even say that he is the best as a person that i could have ever got... this i am saying because as a person he is too good and i would say... that he is 'THE MAN' that i was looking for... though i was never on a look out literally... but its in a way when you say... that what kind of guy you would really want... i always used to tell my friends and maa also... that my guy will be a MAN... not a boy... well Man - not in looks but as a person... the dependable, responsible kinds... so as i was telling you that he is THE Man -- yeah, yeah... you got that right... he is like that only....
will also tell you the whole story about how we met... how in the beginning i felt nothing special about it... then how it all started for both of us... how it grew on me... how we started to have some issues... which still are forgotten when we meet after one or two days... which usually does not happen coz we meet daily otherwise... even that is a little funny and very sweet in a way... may be we will grow over this and will have a good laugh over it...
well... time for me to stop now and come back to the reality and hope to find this Man soon... :) and post reality the next time... c ya...
Cheers...!!!
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